Tuesday, January 10, 2006
And if there's no tomorrow
And all we have is here and now
I'm happy just to have you
You're all the love
I need somehow
THANKYOU for everything :)
So, its a public holiday and at least im not roaming the streets wasting time. Haha, planned to go towning today but I overslept and woke up at 3.30pm.
Watching One Leg Kicking and i finally know why the show wasnt a success. Its like really stupid lah, those old plots where the old man sitting around the field turns out to be" Mr Fandi Ahmad" and he starts training the team and hey presto, they win.
Gonna study some History later so I wont have to cramp everything before the test like I usually do. Oh boy im missing my Ipod, cant wait to get it back. Whoopeedoo :) Gen's lending me hers for the time being so I wont fall asleep while reading History. How nice of her.
So anyways what do you do when you hear bad things about your close friends? And especially when that "bad news" came from someone you do trust too. Then it dawns on me that hey, shouldnt the victim be told about others bitching about her cause its really not fair to her when others start bad-mouthing her and wants her to change for the better, and she hardly knows anything about it!
Oh but then being the good person of telling her would label you a hypocryte cause the teller would think you cant keep your big mouth shut and the victim would start hating the teller and it all becomes disastrous, and whose fault is it? YOURS.
And it all goes back to sqaure one when you are stuck between two, especially when both of them are your good friends. Sigh its so hard to please two, aint it? I dont know what to do either so im just blogging here to get some weight off my mind, and faking I dont know anything about it is definitely not helping cause its just, "not right".
In retrospect, I guess i should tell someone else who has no business with either both friends and maybe that would help one bit, but with anonymous names obviously. Thats where "you" come in (: Oh wells, so much for ranting abt something which eventually is still nothing.
Lalalala. Gossip's all the same. That's life in the modern world.
; 6:06 PM
